Problems

The problem is that I can't hold all of them at once. All of the children just crave attention and love, and I can only handle a couple at a time. It breaks my heart to not be able to hold them. If I try and put one down, there are immediate tears. So, of course, I give in and pick the baby back up again. It's a never-ending, exhausting cycle. My emotional scale is off the charts. This has been such a roller coaster.